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Cow Eyes



Hello everybody.

I come to you with a solemn plea for help.

Please answer my call.

In Science class, I must dissect a cow eye on Monday. And they are all in this big bucket and my teacher just ladles them out and plops them on a lab table for us to cut open and then all the juice squirts out and it is disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had to watch this video of a lady/man (not sure which one) dissecting one, and I seriously got the chills and nausea and a headache and felt like I was going to pass out, no joke. To prove it, right after that, my homeroom teacher was passing out fresh-baked cookies to us during locker break and I didn't even take one because I felt too weak and I didn't want anything in my stomach. And it is so disgusting if you have never seen it before. (I posted a picture of a whole one on the top of my post. Just to let you know, I cringed when I saw it, even though I have to do it for real on Monday, and I have to look inside the dumb thing.) And I would even rather dissect like a squid or something normal because it is not so darn disgusting. And I am so scared and I just know I am going to pass out, if not from the sight, then from the smell. And I really really really don't want to pass out in school. (One of my classmates used to live in Japan, and she already did this, and she said that somebody passed out.) And I am almost in tears as I write this. So, Science is going to be last period next week, because we switch our schedule around every week, and I really just want to be picked up at one o' clock so I can just go home and study a diagram of the eye or something, but my mom won't let me. So, if you are with me on this issue, please help me in some way! I will love you forever :) But seriously, I'm really freaked out. Like really, really, really freaked out.

:'( :'( :'(

Sadly,
Me

(Wow, I am a wimp, now I am actually crying as I write this)